Thursday, 22 August 2013

Treasure your loved ones

Today is the death anniversary of someone who was once very dear to me. Time passes by like a speeding bullet. in a blink of an eye it has already been 5 years.

I could still remember vividly the day we had to make a decision to let her go. It was pouring heavily, we were sat at the waiting area feeling really lost. I was shattered by the news we had to unplug her from the life support. I was angry that God did not show up to perform a miracle. I could not understand why she did what she did and I was mad at her for being so selfish, leaving us to pick up the shattered pieces. I could not understand her intentions.

Depression is a horrible illness. It eats you up slowly. she was once a joyful and happy girl but life has altered her. For years i reenacted different situations and scenarios in my mind, thinking had I done this or that, the result might be different and she would still be with us. Unfortunately, we all know that the result would still be the same and I have come to terms with this. It is true that time will soothe the sadness although time has also added a lot more wrinkles on my face. Time helped me to understand we are not perfect and have our own challenges to face.

Treasure your loved ones and ring someone to tell them how much you love them. Live the life you want to because life is to short!!

A storm will not stay for too long. You will always see the sun shinning brightly at you!!










Friday, 7 June 2013

Summer days

There's a little secret park near to my apartment. It comes alive when the sun is out. I really like it and I certainly appreciate when the sun is smiling at me. 6 months of cold and grey skies is no joke. It's bloodyyyyy depressing.

I do enjoy spending time with myself like this. I find great comfort under the sun. It reminds me of home. But the sun at home is always very angry!










Invited to be a judge for talent show


It has been an amazing experience to co judge a UK talent show. Im lovin it and thank you for inviting. cheers! hehehe
Give me a shout if any of you are going to Singapore! i will take you out and be your personal tour guide :DD

 

Tuesday, 16 April 2013

Safe in a crazy world


Just read about the Boston Marathon blast. Not only was there bombings in Boston, but a series of bombing incidents happened in Iraq. My heart goes out to those who are affected by the bombings and i will keep them in prayers.







Is the use of violence necessary?





The other day i was on my way home from the train station, someone shouted hysterically "Dont shoot". i was really worried! and i walked away quickly from where i was. Some people looked around, some were on their phones. It dawned on me how safe singapore is and i really love Singapore for this.

The lord has kept me safe in a crazy world.


Sunday, 14 April 2013

Birdcage



Manchester -Dragonfly Singapore alike. Its quite an interesting place to visit. The shows are enjoyable. If you are looking for good fun and a cheap night out, Birdcage is a good place to visit.









Saturday, 13 April 2013

Sleep and sleep


This is exactly how i feel right now and at the rate im going, im not getting any better. 


I just want to sleep and sleep and hope someone will take my exam for me and submit my assignment for me. When i wake up, it will be summer time!

I think it will happen.
In my DREAMS.....


Friday, 12 April 2013

Home cooked food is always the best



Exam stress








My assignments and exams are just never ending.


During this period, im glad to have friends whom i could have some support.
They give you a cuddle when you need:





They are willing to share with you what they have:




It makes life simpler and happier :D




Wednesday, 10 April 2013

Exmas exams exams

I really really dont like exams

I feel so exhuasted studying everyday.....
 
God could you please send someone to help me


Im sure i will see a light at the end of the tunnel very soon :D

Friday, 5 April 2013

Some creative ideas

These creative ideas were taken from a book in the library. The cover page is on the last picture. My favorite is the egg and sausage :)

Which one is yours? :D